Friday, September 30, 2005

Enjoyable day spent mugging with my bestie. Discovered new extensive links of friendship between unimagined people. I've decided not to dwell too much on tiresome issues. Since Bird and I have long recognised the fact that we are just not on the same wavelength with people who are obsessively nice, there's no point fretting over it and all the more voicing out your frustrations. Simply because nobody will believe you anyway, obsessively nice people are angels, people like us are what? Demons naturally. But I really can't stand people who don't know what it's really like and insist on what they see on the surface and what they believe is true.

I've been trying to do my part and make up for something, anything at all. It doesn't help if there aren't any effort reciprocated. I don't want you to be just a seasonal friend, but if you really want it that way, there's nothing I can do. I truly appreciate the fact that nice boys are endangered, not to the point of extinction though. Just endangered.

Okay, I love Mrs Mantou, who just shifted from her mansion in Telok Kurau to their humble abode in Sinmin. We hate people who wear identical OP shirts and attempt to start a fire by burning their maths homework haha. Just recalling our ridiculous and embarrassing past. Oh but she committed a sin by forgetting my birthday today. WTF and TAN YUPEI I can't believe you happily insisted it was DEC 9 HELLO MY BIRTHDAY OR YOUR BIRTHDAY! Go home and check your history textbooks please! Brenda Tan would be so appalled by all your apparent lack of History knowledge. My birthday was on the day that Pearl Harbour was bombed by the way. I highlighted it in my history text. It's PF's birthday flipped over too. Anyone who dares to go overseas on my birthday, just sit there and see what I'll do to you. ( at this moment, insert a pointed glare at Florence Lim. FYI, she has been overseas on the most crucial day for the past 3 years and she has always promised to get me a nice present BUT have yet to do so. You know you ought to die. )

10:48:00 pm

I still feel as terrible. I really want things to return to the way it was. Don't know how it turned out like that though. My fault, really. I find it easier to blame everything on myself. I want to talk to Bird, she understands and we like to play black and white chess.

I think you just couldn't stand it anymore;

and so you decided to turn your back away;

just like the rest;

8:42:00 am

Thursday, September 29, 2005

Recently, I've been doing things that I truly don't mean to do at all. Treating people the way they shouldn't be treated, saying things that aren't meant to be said. I can't seem to control myself and I'm really afraid one day they'll all just go away like I asked them to. I'm so queer sometimes I feel so unnerved by myself. Went on a soul vacation in my heartland Woodlands and went things through my head. I ought to stop being like that and stop taking things for granted like how I always do and end up in a mess.

I think it's high time I changed.

Sometimes I don't say what I really want to say and instead, everything that comes out of my mouth is the direct opposite. haha I think I'm becoming more and more introverted. If only all of you could have a look at my little soulful heart and see what it really says inside.

To the people that I really owe an apology to, you don't know who you are, but I know who you are, I'm sorry. This comes from the bottom of my heart and I hope you receive the heartfelt sincerity from me.

Keep some love in your hearts;

8:52:00 pm

HELLO it's 3:31 am we're at the airport we're mad little kids pretending to be hardworking. I'm so tired I can hardly open my eyes 1 paper down 4 more to go it's never ending ( !!! ) I hate promos why do we have to study anyway it's a waste of time. All I want is to sleep and sleep and never wake up and I'm addicted to Just Want You To Know. Okay, bye kids, off to neverland the airport is so cold and deserted at this unearthly hour what the hell are we doing here!

I'm a crazy girl with messy hair.

I don't need external forces to drive me mad.

Many many many many many thanks for saving me yesterday PF, don't know what I'll do without you lar.

3:31:00 am

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

I HATE IT WHEN THEY DO THIS. STOP STEALING THINGS AWAY FROM ME I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT OKAY.

I LIKE BOYS WHO BUY ME HONEY STICKS PLEASE.

FUCK LAR I DON'T KNOW WHETHER TO LAUGH OR CRY I WAS SO FUCKING STUPID I DIDN'T BRING MY CHEM SKILL A NOTES OUT TO STUDY AND WAITED FOR STEPH CHEONG TO BRING ME THE NOTES AND SHE SUDDENLY SAID SHE WASN'T COMING AND NOW I'M NEEDED TO BE THE MIDDLEMAN WHAT THE FUCK THE REST OF THE WORLD STOP COMING TO PISS ME OFF I'M JUST GOING TO BITE YOUR HEAD OFF UNTIL THERE'S NOTHING LEFT CAN YOU BE SMARTER AND JUST GO AWAY AND STOP ASKING ME RIDICULOUS THINGS AND SINCE ALL OF YOU LIKE TO STUDY TOGETHER SO MUCH JUST FUCKING GO STUDY TOGETHER OKAY I DON'T FUCKING GIVE A DAMN IF YOU THINK I'M CRAZY OR UNREASONABLE I HAVEN'T EVEN STUDIED FOR GP AND SKILL A JUST FUCK OFF

I really need somebody to calm me down.

10:58:00 pm

Monday, September 26, 2005

I am seriously so fetching difficult sometimes.

I moodswing when life sucks.

I moodswing when I'm sad.

The worst is I moodswing when I'm bored.

HAHA I am such an ass you know I remember I used to do that all the time and Flor would get so pissed and irritated cos I was such a pain in the ass to be with when I'm moodswinging so she would come up with stupid CORNY ( WHY YOU EAT SO MUCH CORNS ) jokes and KNOCK KNOCK jokes to entertain me. I miss your knock knock jokes lehhhhhh. ):

Now I understand why my humble boy must be adventurous and brave. I love humble boys who do out of this world stupid things to entertain me like:

1. going with me to Sentosa on a random monday to feed peacocks with indian tourists/
2. pretending I'm a sprinter too and making me dash from city hall to suntec in 2 mins/
3. stuffing 3 layers of prata into his mouth ( okay that's sadistic )/
4. having pillow and tickle fights/
5. playing obstacle course with me at the playground/
6. betting on whether 86 will come in approximately 59 seconds' time and the loser has to stuff 3 layers of prata into his mouth

and OH he must be really sweet too like:

1. scraping all the chilli off the stingray for me/
2. giving me all the fishballs and eating away all the yucky kway teow/
3. buying me famous amos
4. treating me kuay chap and almond jelly when spain/ england/ one of them wins
5. eating up all my leftovers HAHA

I just realised all the above are associated with food it's a miracle I didn't gain weight last time and ironic that I'm gaining all of it now. Sam says it's okay to be in the guava mood once in awhile and you have to listen to Backstreet Boys- I Just Want You To Know while you'r at that.
The kayak song- Gloria Estefan- Reach makes me really really sad I love all of you kayakers. Today was such a suckass day I kind of started moodswinging cos I was bored I wish the owner of SQ1027 would come entertain me once more. Blahhh this mood sucks I wanna go shopping and buy lots of FCUK stuff cos the shopping bag is just so fetched. Can't wait for 8 oct to dance the night away. I folded 3 SQs today.

SPA was such a hectic affair I almost died of kancheongness before that under the influence of Bird and after that under the influence of PF. It went okay for me but bad for others but oh well there's nothing we can do about it. PF you'r so adorably kukuly stupidly cute sometimes I feel like whacking you with your long ruler.

I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

11:00:00 pm

Sunday, September 25, 2005

New heels is the sex!

That was my highlight of the day. Bought new heels! Went amok at Macs with Stephie after tuition, we were doing ridiculous things like counting people's love index and Terence got quite depressed by his results ( 19% ). At least PF's one was good ( 77% ). I secretly think that that love calculation method is quite accurate ( to Stephie: HAHAHAHA 88% !!!!! :DDDDD) Met Daryl and co there! I realised that I quite miss them actually. We used to have so much fun studying together and OMG Baldwin is suddenly too skinny for words I really think he's anorexic but he ate an ice-cream cone so technically he's not but oh well, I hope he takes my advice and EAT MORE. And PF you kuku ass you better hurry up study for physics spa now. If you'd believe it, up till 1045 PM that ass was still stupidly studying for CHEM Skill A, happily thinking that it was chem tomorrow instead of physics. Thank god I called you please.

11:20:00 pm

Saturday, September 24, 2005

These two days have been the spots of bright lights of my miserable week in school. Both start with D.

D is for DAGGERS, and D is for DOUGHNUT

I almost died of happiness today when Doughnut came over to talk to me! HAHA doughnut is just so adorably cute the sight of his irresistible dimples just melt my heart he's the cutest boy on Earth! According to Steph's mag, I like adventurous and brave boys and according to Xiaohong, Doughnut is adventurous and brave! Not to mention tanned and macho and humble and cute. The only hitch is that my ******* is supposed to appear on the 8th, but most unfortunately, Doughnut is still having exams on the 8th ( !!! ). But it's okay, I'll postpone the meet-my-******* date for the sake of Doughnut.

DAGGERS meeting makes me happy I'm sorry for pissing Pey yann off oh well I made up for it by writing WE <3 color="#006600">October is an exhilarating month. After the 7th that is. Can't wait.

11:55:00 pm

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

I'm being such a bitch these days even I feel like slapping myself. My mood is oscillating with increasing frequency and amplitude it's going to swing out of control soon. I blame it on, VJ. I feel so morbid the moment I step into the building. And by the way, I really hate people who pretend to be nice to somebody when in actual fact they'r reeling with dislike for them. Vee says only St Nics girls are so straightforward as to show our displeasure. Well, I think you'r plain fake.

I reckon I ought to come up with a handbook on, How To Handle Soon Yuyan's Moodswings, and dispatch it to every household. ( like the anti-Voldemort handbook ) Over the years, I've observed two general types of reactions people give when they encounter my moodswings.

a) Keep quiet and not say anything.
b) Say lots of things, be it constructive or not.

Then again, Category B can be broken down to many sub-parts. And I realised I generally like the people in Category B better. But I've been told that it takes a person of immense courage and tact to carry out B. The breakdown is as follows:

Disclaimer: These are only suggested solutions based on past observations. Try at own risk.

1) Tell me in my face to stop moodswinging-
Seriously, the only person who has ever done that is Florence Lim, and I credit 101 marks to her for bravery. It is generally effective when she does it. I'll sulk for awhile, and start shopping happily with her 5 minutes later.

Effectivity: 9/10
Difficulty: 100000/10 [ Do this only if you have guts like hers ]

2) Say incredibly stupid things that are totally ridiculous-
I generally won't have patience to tolerate you if I'm moodswinging but there are two people in this world who does it to great effect: Zirui with his wise-man quotes and incredible sweetness and sensitivity; Kiddd ( otherwise known as 75 bucks ) with his stupid ideas and absurd charm. Do it only if I really like you a lot.

Effectivity: 8/10
Difficulty: 9/10

3) Bribery-
Only bribes of high quality accepted. Examples include Famous Amos and ice-cream pratas.

Effectivity: 5/10
Difficulty: 1/10

4) Very good listeners and advisors-
Best if coupled with sly and wit, like Shuqi, who comes up with extremely effective and sly plans to solve all types of problems.

Effectivity: 7/10
Difficulty: 8/10

5) Just your presence will do-
This is the hardest method because it's not even a method and only people I REALLY REALLY REALLY like fall under here.
Ivy: Part of my family = people I cannot live without. Enough said.
Huis: Only people who are plain evil can give Huis a black face. Just seeing this skinny pig is enough to make me happy.
Yupei: I like her overlording presence and crocodile face and stupid ways and even her dislike for peanuts and peas. I like walking with her.

Effectivity: 9/10
Difficulty: Unattainable

6) Miraculous hugs-
Only if you had hugs like Ru's and I like you enough to hug you. Miss the days when we practically hugged everyone we met in school. It's scientifically proven that hugs improve your mood.

Effectivity: 7/10
Difficulty: 5/10

Bottomline is: This is the way I am, this is my attitude. Take it, or leave it.

But my moodswings generally aren't lethal until I start showing signs of distress/violence such as tearing paper etc. And I would like to apologise to JMG for my grumpiness and moodiness. Just ignore me will do.

9:29:00 pm

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Generally, I don't think I'm a very nice person. I can be really mean at times. Haven't been showing it for quite some time though, not since Sec 2 and okay a little while last year. But everyone was bitchy in Sec 2 anyway, like Stephie HAHA and I was merely retaliating Cockroach, I mean you can't expect me to sit back and do nothing, I can never ever do that for a day in my life. I can't seem to find it in my heart to be nice to people I don't like. I'm polite to people I'm not familiar with, people I don't know. But no, I find it really fake to pretend to be nice to people I don't like. Until now, after hanging out with Huis for so long, I still can't fathom how people like her and Rachel Teo have so much goodness in their hearts to see everyone in a good light. But like Bird, we share the common ground that being too nice can be detrimental at times. I'm proud to say that Huis has improved tremendously over the years, she's not that gullible and believing as compared to last time. But she still tops my chart of People-with-too-much-kindness-in-their-hearts. But Huis is the only goody-goody that I can tolerate. Too much of it gets damn sickening. But I'm really really nice to the people I really like, and protective. It comes along with that streak of motherly nature in me, together with the ability to cook feasts haha. But I think I generally like people quite easily, unless you'r like Potter or something, that's another story. Then again, I think I've already treated Potter with kindness, seeing how little work he has done for PW and how irksome he is. But oh, I enjoy dissing him during PW meetings with Junda. We like to go, " Oh ( insert Potter's real name ), you'r a loser lar! "

(:

On an important note, only three more days to BEP! Can't wait, seriously.














This is my little sister, better known as Tum-Tum. Too bad you can't get a glimpse of her well-known tummy. Isn't she cute?

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This is a tribute to my dearest wife, Chua Sihui. I really didn't expect you to remember even, "Can I dance with you? " and all my little melancholic ways, with my SQ 1027 paper planes. Of no relevance, but I honestly love you. (:

"Can I dance with you?" was so damn it long ago. After that came, " I think you'r very pretty." THAT is already old and mouldy. Ahh well, the old and happy times. The dance of ill destiny that sealed our fates. Sometimes I wonder if you still remember everything that happened.

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10:21:00 pm

Thursday, September 15, 2005

HELLO I AM VERY FAT AND VERY UGLY PLEASE DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT

Stephie and I have decided to embark on a REGAIN-OUR-TRUE-SELVES journey. We've reached such a high level of desperation and despair that Steph Cheong cried, and I wanted to commit suicide, when we looked at our past photos and realised how FUGLY we look now. I really ABHORE DETEST HATE VJ for turning us into monsters. The people in school don't give a flying fuck about how they look, they eat so much and such unhealthy food, and they look so.. ugly. Pardon me if you think I'm snobby/ thick-skinned/ what right do I have to say that people look ugly but IT'S TRUE. Back in St Nics there were so many pretty girls you just felt so motivated to be pretty too. And it's proven that you'r what your company is. If you hang out with pretty people everyday, you'll naturally be pretty too. AND back in St Nics, the food was so healthy and it was in small portions you didn't have to worry about your weight. AND back in St Nics people ate their food slowly. AND FOR THE LAST TIME I REALLY HATE IT WHEN YOU ALL PICK ON MY EATING HABITS. I'm sorry for sounding like such a bitch, but I'm not exactly sorry because I meant everything that I said.

Fuck, VJ sucks. I hate the people here. They're making me hate myself. And I so fucking do not want to hate myself. I miss the days when I liked and loved myself.





Hello, this was me at my peak.

And I feel so damn sad that I'll never look like that again.




All I feel like doing is hiding in a cave and never come out again.

THIS IS SO FUCKING DEPRESSING.

10:57:00 pm

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Damn I need a break from school and studying like desperately. I feel so tired and grumpy and moody and everything bad I'm bleeding a river AND having giddy spells I hate being a girl I hate school I hate studying we should just quit school and all set up bus stop cleaning companies I think I have potential in that area I wish I could just fly to Dubai and stay in the 7-star hotel and sip champagne in the jacuzzi suite and go shopping like there's no tomorrow and buy a new school bag my school bags all suck but then again I'm quitting school so there's no need for a school bag anymore my complexion is going from bad to worse to worst omg i'm so ugly i ought to slit my wrist and die. I hope next tuesday comes soon I can't hang in there any longer. Somebody save me.






This was us at our happiest.









This was me at my messiest.





This was also us at our happiest.








Said maybe, you'r gonna be the one that saves me;

Right now, I feel like I'll never have a be happy photo again.

12:51:00 pm

Monday, September 12, 2005

Loved the kayak video, it's so heartwarming it touches you deep inside. It makes all the sweat and tears worthed it. Missing Macritchie days so damn much, especially the competition period. Kallang is just so sub-standard after you'v had a taste of the heavenly Macritchie. If only we could train there forever. I think our team has a very queer relationship. Outside trainings and meetings, we barely acknowledge each other. Yet, we laugh and talk like old friends when we get together. Yongbin is a very funny boy, he makes jokes that no one else does. But then again, it wouldn't be funny if it came from someone else I guess.

I think I'm quite a weird person, like truly weird. I don't even understand myself sometimes. I do weird and unusual things that are really out of the blue, and start thinking about why I did them 2 hours later. Been in a swingy mood of late, I'll try not to bite.

When you're feeling out and down,
say a prayer to tide you through.
Remember the days when we did this every morning,
and remember the times when you gained strength and confidence from it.
Most of all, remember the school,
that taught us everything we know.
For no matter what comes our way,
remember the giving love that she taught,
that stood us through all odds and cold.

Keep some love in your heart, no matter how cold and blackened you believe your soul to be.

10:38:00 pm

Sunday, September 11, 2005

I think we should just give up.

I hope Mantou comes to his senses and accepts you you'v wasted far too much youth on him like hello how many years wth I didn't even complain about how yucks he WAS lar he's such an ass walau eh I don't want to see my bestie bleed over him.

And I realised how retarded I was last time I don't think I can find another soul in this blackened world who can tolerate my moodswings. I sincerely hope you'r happy, from the bottom of my once-wasted heart. I think you'r much better off with her, she appreciates you much much more than I did. In past tense, which means, it's all in the past. (: I reckon acknowledging it will make myself feel better. I really hope we can talk like friends again, one fine day.

But that is no longer what I'm concerned about.

10:02:00 pm

Saturday, September 10, 2005

The first plunge into the pool is ever so exhilarating. After an almost half a year hiatus, I can scarcely say my speed has improved. Damn, I feel like a tortoise in the pool now. And my goggles are too foggy for my liking and yet I'm still hanging on to it with my dear life I love my racing goggles you know you can't find it anywhere now I refuse to change to a new one and hence I'm like a blind bat in the pool and it's not as if I wasn't blind without my glasses in the first place. Okay I'm in a ranting mood. It's so tiring waiting for something to happen when you kind of know that nothing's going to happen anyway.

I don't know what to think anymore.

It's time for some Guns n Roses.

And a reality check.

darling when i hold you, don't you know i feel the same;

11:38:00 pm

Friday, September 09, 2005

Met Ru and went Evergreen with her. Clocked a few hours of studying. Salvaged Xiaohong's hair. Walked till we were dying of boredom. MET IVY PANTY AND QIAOY. ( responding to the public's comments ) Okay that's it. I hope my mum buys me champagne truffle mooncake tomorrow. I've been craving for it ever since mooncake festival started. My family's really picky. We only eat top quality hotel mooncakes. Champagne truffles = <333

You, doing that thing you do;

:D

11:45:00 pm

Thursday, September 08, 2005

I'm euphoric! Though I'm near crippled by the madhunt for ONG's present. In the end we got her birks and Huis crumpler. But well it was worthed it in exchange for their happiness. (: I kind of like giving people presents and seeing the happiness on their faces. Makes me happy too you know. But I was really happy while watching Mean Girls, [ HUIS isn't it such a nice YUCKY show HEEHEE (insert really big grin) ], sipping cocktails and eating soggy noodles. ( let's all look at Kiat ) And I wore my favourite reddddd top. AND discussing about how everyone else hasn't started studying. ( But at this point, some annoying ass just told me he's finishing market structure JASDKLFJASLDKFJSDL; ) OH WELL. I guess I should.. say hello to R papers.

(: It's a happy day!

To Vee: Mantou is my ( your ) favourite dish!

11:01:00 pm

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Today, I hung out with the most disgusting and ridiculous girl on Earth. She says things like, " If I were a boy, I'd marry.. MYSELF!" and do things like stacking up her pens and scream when they crash on her. But it's okay I like it because I feel more sane when I'm with her. We can do things like buying ********* stickers, chatting with security guards, laughing at dogs and chicken rice signs, and abusing shittygalz88 and her shittygalz88 actions. Basically, stuff that we can't do anymore when we're in school now. For more information, click here!

I wish I lived in St Nicholas View. (it's the row of houses opposite St Nics ) The view at dusk is fantastic! It's so peaceful I had fun watching Susie drive to the gate, get down open the gate, drive out, get down and lock the gate. She's so nice you know, despite her resemblance to dong li huo che.

I think my level of courage is increasing steadily. I watched Red Eye without screaming too loudly. HEEHEE but it wasn't very scary and I still feel kinda cheated. It was only an hour lar WTH WASTE MY MONEY. I've always thought green eyes were nice. Not anymore.

I think I have very funny friends.

11:16:00 pm

Monday, September 05, 2005

PFPFPFPFPFPFPFPFPFPF I'm certain I'm going to be a spinster for life. Yes I am. Nobody wants me I feel like whining your ass off. You better find somebody to marry me okay if not our platinum friendship is off. YES this is a threat. I'll kidnap PFW and send her off to South Africa and feed her to the tigers.

Sam, I reckon we should start adopting a more active stand in our club. We ought to recruit more members. We can start with Steph Cheong and organise weekly bitter sessions.

I have yet to swim. My racing goggles are going mouldy.

I want a new haircut.

I want a new school bag.

I want money to drop down from the sky.

10:20:00 pm

Sunday, September 04, 2005

11:59:00 pm

OMFG I came home after tuition to find out that my maid's gone. She got sent away after her evil deeds were exposed. And all the while I was oblivious to everything that has been going on. Damn, I think I've been away from home for too long. Her evil deeds are as shown:

1. She quarrels with my grandfather and refused to do the things he asked her to.
2. She steals money from him and my small sister. This was damn sly of her, she only stole coins from her she thought nobody would know and coins can accumulate to a fortune.
3. She secretly keeps a handphone and they suspect a boyfriend.

OH MY GOD LAR how can she do all these the worst part is because of her we're going to be stuck without a maid for at least a month again. DAMN I have not forgotten the last time when my maid gone sent away. It was pure torture. NOOO THIS IS NOT HAPPENING TO ME!!

To add sorrows to my already-very-pitiful plight, I just realised I'm facing serious financial problems. My account has finally gone under $3500, despite my humungous efforts to maintain it. This means that I have already spent over $1000 this year and it's only september. The worst thing is I have no cash for BEP tickets and we're getting Kiat and Hui's presents. DAMN I really really need to rob a bank.

And I really really really REALLYYYY need to study.

9:54:00 pm

Saturday, September 03, 2005

On my 101st post, I need to exclaim how I'm utterly revolted by the juicier-by-the-day fruits population in our society. Xiaohong and I reckon we've seen about 100 fruits in these two days. ( no we're not exaggerating ) I need to repent I committed a grave sin today. I actually stepped into town wearing ______ and ______ OMG I NEARLY DIED LAR! Never in my whole entire life have I exposed myself to such risk. ( of getting spotted in totally unacceptable clothes ) All for the sake of the nicest shirt in the world. ( that I chose, I can't help it if I have impeccable taste )

YAYYY I love my organic mum she's so organic she has outdone her organic record she progressed to buying us organic shampoo, soap and conditioner ( after the organic peanut butter ) but it's okay I've decided to forgive her because she successfully coerced my dad into letting me go for Black Eyed Peas! She even managed to worm a ride out from him HEEHEE. I love my organic parents. RAAAAAA we can do our mantou dance in the indoor stadium!

All that I have to do now, is GET MORE CASH. ( green is for money $$$)

11:25:00 pm

Friday, September 02, 2005

I have always always always believed in karma. While Xiaohong and I were happily mocking VJ kampongers and happily thinking we're OH SO COOL, God striked us with the sudden realisation that promos is 3 weeks away. Hence, we came up with the Intensive Studying Programme ( ISP ), which commences with GREAT effect starting from tomorrow, 2nd of September. To kick off our plan, we've decided to skip Liquid Room, so no more parties from now on till promos end. YAY HELLO TAY HONG XIANG WE MUST MUST MUST STICK TO OUR ISP! Including abstinence from town ( we must follow Sam's footsteps ) and we need to hire Jon as our studying advisor as soon as possible.

Okay let there be peace on Earth.

11:03:00 pm

Thursday, September 01, 2005

and I'd give up forever to touch you;


Popped over to Mel's, pigged out on pizza, laughed at his flippers, played tennis and sucked ( no Sam it wasn't our fault the floor was uneven ). We were supposed to go swimming but the sky seemed to start precipitating the moment we stepped out of his house. Damn, I've been having the urge to swim ever since 2374893748937 years ago. I really need to thrash up and down the pool and have a good swim.

I want to shout it out loud, tell you all about it and tell you everything that's meant to be said.

But oh damn, that's not possible isn't it?

This is my favourite shirt;

9:56:00 pm

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