We met Andy Lee Kah Fatt while training today. Oh how we miss that LauSaiBoy and Olive. They were the nicest boys we ever met in VJ. Only thing is that they'r not here anymore. ):
The ridge between my thumb and forefinger is in a very bad state. It's brown and red and sore and.. yucks. According to MOK, you'r not a kayaker if you don't have this blister.
Okay, this is weird. ( to Steph: it is ) But I don't think anything's going to happen.
I don't understand why some people publish their numbers on MSN. This primary school friend of mind just popped up: JIAYI: 97365827 ( random numbers do not attempt to call ) Weird.
The Deer's a Dear.
11:00:00 pm
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
I earned a measely $1.50 at mahjong today, which is already not bad, considering the row Daryl Ng was in. He's a sucker he won $15.50 he refused to stop winning until I couldn't take it and forbade him to game anymore. At that moment ( after East, South, West, but mostly it was stuck at D because he kept winning and winning and winning and winning and winning. ) Kiat and Shunhong were already at the point of sunken depression, having lost every single game to Daryl and me. ( but it was Sucker 90% Me 10% ) We were going a bit mad we started going crazy and losing on purpose to them haha. ( but they only won one game each in the end ) Shunny lost so much he had to borrow from the bank ( which was the set of chips ) and Kiat had to dig from her poor Froggy piggy bank haha. But it was quite fun, been a long time since I played with Mr and Mrs Liu. I like mocking Shunny about his mother-in-law. He's a bootlicker he bought BAK KWA with the intention of getting into her good books but he was too chicken he didn't dare to talk to her HAHA. Weiren I hope you get thrown into the pool at 3 am after being barbequed!
I found Florida's All Natural Fruit Nuggets! I like Blueberry and Strawberry!
I can't believe PF's going on thursday. He just has to go to the one party that I'm not going. GRRR.
BY THE WAY, check out the results of the SEA games today. Under Sailing-Men:
Melcolm Huang and Chung Pei Quan- 1st in Race 1 and 3, 2nd in Race 2.
YAY! I knew Mel would do us proud. We're waiting for you to get that Gold medal back!
10:02:00 pm
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Work at Hyatt was TRAUMATISING with a very very big T yesterday night. I spilled F&N Orange over this woman who ranks 1st on the BitchChart together with Cockroach and Wicked Witch. Get this, she scolded me till I cried. FUCK YOU the only other time was when Oh See Moey scolded me in Sec 1 for skipping CCA too much. BITCH. It's not as if your dress was even nice it was the fugliest piece of cloth I've ever set my sight on. YUCKSSS. But the rest of the people were super nice about it. Gary didn't even scold me! He said he'll scold the woman for me if she scolded me again ( as if ) but well, he was trying to cheer me up.
AND THEN. As if that wasn't traumatising enough. When we were holding the first dish ( those kind with music ) and walking out, suddenly I heard somebody called FISHBALL!! I whipped around only to find MARK sitting there, wearing PF's hawaiian shirt. ( What's with that anyway, the shirt makes Sam appear to be the most fashionable one on Earth. If you get my drift. ) I was so freaking shocked I kind of exclaimed, " MARK!!! " and nearly dropped the plate. At this moment I looked at Bird and we exchanged an OH MY GOD look. But Mark was very nice he talked to me. Can you imagine if JUICE was the one sitting in his place I think I'll just faint on the spot. Oh, I forgot to ask Mark if the bitch was his relative.
AND THEN. I almost died waiting for the freaking NR2 to come. I waited for a bloody 1 hour ( 60 minutes okay! )
One good thing was we koped a lot of food today ( After learning from all the experienced people there ). Huis stole a plate of Scallops ( !!! ) Bird provided us with Brownies. I ate some fried prawns and dessert. But we were still very hungry.
The only happy thing is our sale splurge. Bird and I went crazy in that little room. We went in saying, " Okay, let's just buy ONE sweater. " We came out after pressing $284.70 off my card. There goes all my work money.
3:54:00 pm
Thursday, November 24, 2005
YAY SAM IS BACK! Coolness I missed my HP soul mate #1 very much. Even though I have already found HP soul mate #2, ( Siyou ) Sam is irreplaceable in my heart. We're going to wait for the VCD for GOF to come out so that we can watch it together and start clawing at the characters.
I believe Huis and I found the best job in the world. It's $50 per day and we only worked for.. TWO HOURS so technically its $25 per hour. This was our day:
1130 am: Reach Isetan Wisma only to find the people there having a communication breakdown. The woman didn't know where the brochures were so I asked if we could go eat first and she said yes. We ate Macs.
1 pm: Reach Isetan Scotts. Collected huge stacks of Ralph Lauren brochures. Hid in ulu pok part of town to give them out.
2 pm: Finished the huge stacks because we were so good at giving brochures. Went back to get more.
Woman: So fast?! OH NO there's not much left! ( gives us some more brochures ) You all slowly give until 530 okay!
So we went to eat mango dessert. ( the one Tree Trunk tried so hard to con PF into going with her )
3 pm: Started work. Too tired. Threw away uhh a few. But at this moment, this woman approached me and said, " I think you'r very professional ( YES, ME ) I want to hire you! " Okay so that might not be her exact words but that's the gist of it and YES SHE SAID I WAS PROFESSIONAL I'M NOT LYING. And hence she gave me a job. HAHA I'm so good at jobs you know.
4 pm: Shagged like hell. Ate Mos. Went back to the counter. The woman said we could go home already.
So Huis and I went to shop with Qings. They went Hyatt I came home. It's IJTP's graduation at Hyatt today! DAMN should have went today. So many pretty girls.
10:45:00 pm
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Had to post this, too ridiculous HAHA. In case any ACS peeps come along, D**** ( C** H*GH )sent me this.I like the WAIT LONG LONG part.
... ah hum the ballless creature who backs out of doing forfeits says:
DONT CARE LAH JUST PUT FOR ETERNITY
... ah hum the ballless creature who backs out of doing forfeits says:
after all its nothing but the truth what
... ah hum the ballless creature who backs out of doing forfeits says:
hahahaa
TOO MUCH LAR!! HAHA BUT IT IS SOOOO FUNNY!
... says:
LOOK I'M POSING BUT I DNO WHAT I'M POSING ABT
... is being witty, SO UNBELIEVABLE.
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P.S. Names of characters involved have been censored to protect identity.
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11:47:00 pm
I was chilled to the bone today. Out in the rain in Kallang for 3 fucking hours. We were so cold we weren't cold anymore, if that makes sense to you.
Goblet of Fire sucked, like all the others. It was so fucking scary. And I really hate the new Dumbledore. HELLO YOU'R SUPPOSED TO BE KIND?! NOT SO FREAKING ANGSTY AND FRIGHTENING. There were so many flaws to the movie I don't even feel like listing it out. I'll wait patiently for 2 more days when Samantha Lee comes back and we'll have a good bitching session about it. The casting was horrifying. For example, Neville's supposed to be fat, Madame Maxime was supposed to be fat, Cho Chang and Fleur was supposed to be pretty etc etc. Not to mention the million of parts that were cut out. WHERE IS QUIDDITCH, WINKY, DOBBY AND EVERYTHING ELSE?! I hate it when they change the lines, because I can't quote them anymore HAHA. The only redeeming factor was Fred and George ( I love them ) and pretty pretty Hermione. ( but she wasn't even supposed to be pretty AT ALL ) Gross.
Girl talk makes me happy. Had long session of Girl Talk with Vee Siyou and Qiaoying. I drank about 20 cups of green tea ( to get our money's worth ) and went to the toilet 5 times in 15 minutes.
I found a new job $200 in 4 days. I don't know why I'm so actively seeking jobs it's not like I'm even hard-pressed for money or anything. I am so weird. I really kind of like to work.
I have a secret. I don't like to eat apples whole ( without cutting ) because I can't bite into them. I have rather weak teeth. I need my dad to bite the first bite for me.
Yong Zirui, I hope you read this somehow because I haven't talked to you in 123478932749238472398 years and I am rather upset about it. SERIOUSLY.
10:13:00 pm
Monday, November 21, 2005
I think Yong Zirui died and went to heaven without telling me.
I swear he did.
10:54:00 pm
My heel was bleeding, my toes were screaming, but we were very happy. (:
That sums up my very first day at work. I feel so happy thinking that I earned $45 all by myself! Hyatt was good, because everyone there was so nice. We were rather intimidated at first because the people there were all from either Myanmar, China or India. BUT they impressed us with their professional skills ( like holding the very heavy plates laden with food ) and friendliness. The highlight of the day was the GRAND DESSERT ( there was CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN PLUS MANY OTHER NICE FOOD ) which David ( nicest Indian I've ever met ) our captain, told us to chiong and eat everything up before the bitchy uncle cleans up. Nothing could have prepared you for the stampede and mad rush for ice cream and strawberries. Bird was atrocious! She ate up all the strawberry toppings on the cake, without eating the cake. I ate 3 scoops of Hyatt ice cream and according to Gary ( captain #2 ) it costs a grand total of $24. St Nics girls are all too spontaneous for our own good. We happily agreed to stay back to do OT till 2 am. Oh and by the way, we were rather pissed at first because they forced us all to buy the badge which was bloody $5 ( !!! ) and they forced me and Dong to cut our nails with a SCISSORS ( !!!!!!!! )
I am so so so tired. All I need is a humble boy.
We are so terribly sorry for skipping training, but I only reached home at 3 am, it's impossible for me to wake up at 6.
12:47:00 pm
Saturday, November 19, 2005
I hate doing girls pushups. My knees are skinned so badly, it was bleeding! So painful! ): Haven't had such a motivating training in such a long time. All it took was a mere, " The girls are good. " YAY, we were so happy and motivated it was the best training in a very long time. We found a tactic to shut him up too. That is to keep quiet instead of talking back, and just pretend to be very tired. I hope he brings his son along to every training because he's so nice in front of his son. Oh well, I hope the guys get their fighting spirit back. It's rather disappointing looking at the state they'r in now. I wish they wouldn't seperate themselves so much. It's been a long time since we had full team lunch.
So the IT people didn't want us. There goes my $400. My dad doesn't want to fetch me tomorrow night either, so I can't go for the Hyatt banquet. GRRRRR. When is $$$$ going to come my way.
[edit] PF, WHERE DID YOU DISAPPEAR TO? )): [/edit]
10:54:00 pm
Friday, November 18, 2005
The interview was a total flop. And the reason was very simple. The job was for an IT FAIR. Get that, INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY. Too bad Sam's away, I would have called her first thing after the interview and let her laugh all she wants.
This was what happened.
Before the interview:
We were sitting in the room waiting for out turns and happily saying that they'll accept us because we could speak English fluently and VJ and HC looked so much better than the other 2 Jurong JC girls who were in there from 2002-2005. ( I secretly peeped at their forms, I didn't know you could retain so many years )
During the interview:
That guy pointed to this rectangle box and asked me to promote it. One look at it and I panicked. It only looked like a rectangle box to me and nothing else. He said I could flip over and look at the instructions. But all I could see was numbers and the only thing I could understand was " COMPATIBLE WITH WINDOWS XP ", that I know at least. It was a USB Port Hub.
Then, he pointed to the plug of the mouse and asked me what's that. I told him the mouse came in 5 different colours. ( that's what they said on the box )
So I guess it's safe to say we won't get it cos Bird's turn was somewhere along the same line as mine. And in our defence, Daryl wasn't sure what all those was about too. But DAMN, I was already thinking of what to buy with the $400. ):
Winter Time called me to say I've been hired. I think they got hooked by my " I LOVE WINTER " ( I wrote that on my form ) But I don't think I'll go for the job, it's so freaking long 7 days a week. I think I should just work for 1 week, get $250 ( its $1000/ month ) and quit. But the problem is they only like me, they didn't call Bird and Yiling. DAMN, I'm just too lovable I guess. But I don't want to eat lunch alone, it's too sad.
10:28:00 pm
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
THIS BOY IS WANTED!!!( FOR BEING TOO WHITE, PUN INTENDED IN EVERYWAY )
I really wish I can let it go but I just can't I don't know why I hate it I want to talk to PF.
I AM ABSTAINING FROM CLUBBING FOR A MONTH. SO I WILL NOT GO TO ANY PARTIES TILL DECEMBER 5TH. STOP TEMPTING ME ALL YOU SUCKERS. NO, NOT EVEN THE NEW CLUB OR THE THREE-STOREY ONE.
I will stick to my resolution like mud.
10:21:00 pm
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Celebrated Cheng's birthday with DAGGERS. Happy Seventeen Cai Cheng Ying! I bought this amazingly pretty crown belt, but I was too stupid I left it with Flor and she's flying off tomorrow. I can only see it 3 weeks later. ): I love DAGGERS, been so long since we met up and Flor and Chengs are flying tomorrow. DAMN, I'm stuck here with water training at 745 am tomorrow. A few more hours before I say goodbye to my fair ( still very dark ) self. I really don't want to become black again. )))))):
It's so depressing thinking about how black I'll become. I wish I could go for bleaching or something. Oh well, Happy Seventeen Queen of PF's ( insert Retarded ) Heart ( PFW ) too!
Can someone be a dear and change my layout for me? I'm getting very sick of staring at this white stuff.
I'm in a really dreary mood today. I miss the occasional days when Ivy would meet me at Admiralty and we would go to school together. I miss the days when DAGGERS ( usually only Flor, Kiat and Me. Chengs and Huis forever MIA ) would eat recess together. I really miss having Yupei in class. I miss your daily sms in class. I miss skipping CCA every week to meet you. I miss waiting for you at that spot at the traffic light and having you jump on me and me getting scared every single time. I miss eating with you because you always eat so much and eat my leftovers. I miss taking 161 and calling you when I see the kelong and you'll always take so long because I always call too late. I miss our little walks.
Okay, I'm not supposed to do this. Bye bye.
10:06:00 pm
Monday, November 14, 2005
I'm happy. I met up with the whole of Nickys in Pairs. ( Bird + Rach/ Steph + Shuqi ) My Pasta Salad with Tuna was obviously a big hit in school. Jon gobbled it up, Ra ate about half the tub, PF ate it even though he doesn't like tuna and he said that his classmates ( Wonka + Bubbles + Blossom ) all said it was VERY VERY nice. HAH. Take that! Caught Just Like Heaven with DNWR. Funny + Sweet = My Favourite.
Suddenly, the holidays seem rather long and boring. I'm forming a Mahjong Association with DNWR. Please contact us if your house is available for mahjong sessions. ( day / night ) Must be equipped with Mahjong Set. ( tiles + table ) And preferably beds, for night sessions. Only fast and experienced players wanted.
Goblet of Fire is out. WTH. But its okay, I still haven't found a HP soul mate #2 to watch with me. Worst come to worst I'll sacrifice and watch with Ivy Pan the biggest HP idiot on Earth. At least I can have the satisfaction of explaining it to her.
10:24:00 pm
Sunday, November 13, 2005
I believed I've just been made the dumbest person on Earth. Sam bluffed me that she was online on SIA with their newest in-flight online technology and I believed. She even said she hit turbulence when she got disconnected. And I took all of that in. Click HERE for more information.
I am so stupid. Sometimes. Only sometimes okay. ONLY.
My hands are itching again. DARYLLLLLLL WHERE ARE YOUUUUUU and when are we playing mahjong!
10:12:00 pm
Saturday, November 12, 2005
You are Red Koala who is cheerful and happy person.
You are friendly to every one, but at the same time, you are a person who doesn't want to lose, and are strong person.
You also have a very emotional side, and can not turn down favors.
You act like a big sister to every body.
You are a type of person who takes things too seriously.
You can get heated up on something, yet can quickly lose interest.
You are very sensitive to trends, but have a tendency not being able to use that advantage.
You are very passionate and emotional person.
You have lots of likes and dislikes.
You tend to act on emotional spur than by reason, and can be very nervous.
You also worry great deal, and therefore sometimes end up not being able to exhibit your talent. You have natural instinct, and are good negotiator.
You will say things in straight forward manner, and although you tend to be a rational person, people often misunderstand you as being selfish.
This is because your ideas cover too wide aspect, and do not know where to stop.
To use this unique talent, you should find someone who is wise enough to understand and realize you.
He will lead you and draw out your talent to its greatest.
You should always try to train mentally and physically.
If you can make use of your personal interest, you may find a side of yourself, you didn't realize before.
After marriage, you will keep the house secure for your husband, and at the same time keep your own career.
The English sucks but I think it's pretty freaking accurate for me on the whole, especially the bold-ed parts.
CLICK!
Mel and Sam are flying off. Get that Gold medal back Cherry! And you better come back on 6 Dec on the dot if you extend your trip you die. Sam, I hope you get a nice tan in South Africa so that you'll stop being yellow and come back soon, we'll discuss HP movie okay.
11:05:00 pm
This is the show that got us hooked from 6pm to 5am. And had Steph and Rach camping out on my sofa and Bird giving up and slyly sneaking onto my bed at 230 am.
I like the way his smile reaches his eyes. That's the way you smile. You always look so genuinely happy it never fails to cheer me up.
Okay, I'm embarking on an extensive journey to further perfect my already-fantastic cooking skills. I'll be taking on Scallopino Fettucine next. Book in advance if you like scallops. By the way, I made scrumplicious Pasta Salad with Tuna that serves about 100. Call if you want some.
4:11:00 pm
Thursday, November 10, 2005
I want to go to exotic places and do out-of-this-world stuff that provides me with super duper thrills that gives you those fantastic adrenaline rushes. I don't mind doing things that will give me lots of $$$ too because I just searched out this pair of amazing heels that's too good to be true. With rhinestones. Feel my love for it.
Harry Potter Gurus, please contact me if you want to join my cult.( which consists of me and Sam ) There will be an interview of course. Only real true-blue fanatics like us are allowed. People like PF who haven't even read the cover of the books, please repent on your sins you sinners.
11:31:00 pm
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
GOOD DAY OUT! Had SOOOO much fun tricking Sam and celebrating her 17th for her! Alright I'll let the pictures do the talking!
After OP! HAPPY IS ME!
Waiting for 36 at the bus stop.
Our food with SMOKE at Seoul Garden.
Mel pretending to be a Sugar Daddy. Check out the hole at his tummy. He's too fat. It's going to make the papers tomorrow. National Champion Sailor has FLABS with the FL.
Yes, this is Cherry, National Champion Sailor. Gosh, to think the future of our country depends on him.
Sam and Mel with their Cockles.
Me Pei and Xiaohong with our Prawns.
Sun-Kissed! Once upon a time in Sec 2, Amanda Phoon did this and got a terrible scolding from me.
Sam was pronounced Woman of the Table. She beat Mel in EATING. This shows Sam, the Victor and Mel, the sore loser.
The ultra creepy photo I took of RA. It was actually Mel walking past. It looks like a ghostly face.
More embarassing photos of Cherry. This is him scratching his armpits FURIOUSLY. HAHAHAHA.
Us all! We were extremely cramped up.
Playing at LEGO ( NOTE: RA ) Me killing Sam, Mel acting like a retard, as usual.
Sam and Xh riding the lion.
Sam sitting in her corner being sad after she got abandoned by us. We thought she was going to cry. But..
Surprise! How could we bear to abandon her?!
Her wonderful cake that Xh and Mel sprinted 7 stories to buy. Check out the outer printed layer, it's all chocolate!
Us being disgusting and digging into the cake with our fingers. We didn't even wash our hands.
Digging and digging..
Remnants of the cake.
HAPPY SEVENTEEN SAMANTHA LEE QIU HONG! ( we attempted to make a public announcement for her when we lost her but the woman didn't make it ) The white thing says HAPPY BIRTHDAY by the way.
10:42:00 pm
Monday, November 07, 2005
Alright, no prizes for guessing who this is. Check out the mushroom hair. Had dinner with this Mickey but she's sick, hopelessly in love with You-Know-Who, who finally had a good sleep last night after ManU's 1-0 win over Chelsea. No prizes for guessing who's You-Know-Who either.
My trusty phone has finally died on me. I was so sad because this is my favouritest phone ever, it has stayed with me day in day out, through my darkest moments and it has never abandoned me. I rushed home AFAIC ( As Fast As I Could ) to grab the warranty and check out the expiry date. I remembered vividly I bought it on one of the days before the History and Chemistry paper, which equals to The Guava Day. AND I found out that incidentally it was on 11th November, which looks kind of familiar because it's my HP pal's date of birth. ( eeyer, stop haunting me, you ) The current phone that I'm using is too high-tech for me I am experiencing troubles typing and everything. All I need is a humble phone, to stick through thick and thin with me. Or brave through THE STORMY SEAS. ( Flor, laugh! Meet soon by the way, preferably at your house, mahjong session! )
It's the final day tomorrow and after 11 am it's GAME OVER. I don't have to see all my group members ever again, on a personal basis that is. YAY I am so looking forward to it. PW is really an unnecessary evil you know.
10:58:00 pm
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Maybe it would be faster to kill me because I can't think of any other ways to die faster than go for training at 730 am and run 6 kilometres AND do our brand new gym routine after that, which pretty much includes a few hundred reps of everything. We do weird exercises like Military Press and Skull Crush. It sounds like Boot Camp to me.
I called Sam just now, with extreme anticipation, to invite her to watch Goblet Of Fire with me, but she had to crush all my hopes. All my life I've been waiting for Sam, my soul mate, to appear. She's the one and only soul on this Earth that possess the ability to quote Harry Potter line for line with me. Ever since the day I knew her ( okay maybe not ), I've been waiting to watch the movie with her so that we could have a competition on What-They-Are-Going-To-Say-Next. Seriously, we CAN quote scene for scene and line for line. The funniest incident has got to be the day at Gary Chan when he said he was going to Egypt and I turned around and looked at Sam and we were like, " LIKE THE WEASLEY'S! " I swear we're maniacs. Samantha Lee you better watch all the rest of the movies with me okay! All the way till the last one.
For the past 4 years, I've been annoying people by telling them what's gonna happen next and what they'r gonna say. Finally, I have a pal now. And she looks like this:
But very unfortunately, my pal would be far far away in Cape Town on 17 November. Sad, I am.
So freaking annoying, I can't watch ManU Chelsea now. )):
10:46:00 pm
Saturday, November 05, 2005
I'm a freaking good cook, if I do say so myself. My Carbonara went down a storm, I think I'll try out Alfredo next. I could give cooking classes for extra income. I love cooking for people I like.
You don't have the capacity to love. Maybe I don't. Life's a bitch. I cut my big toe and it started bleeding non-stop.
I'm sorry I missed our tanning trip dears, will make it up to you all soon. Hope you all had fun.
AND I got cheated. The supposed bash's gonna be freaking boring. It's a get together for HI-I'VE-NOT-SEEN-YOU-FOR-FIVE-YEARS friends of my mum's, in disguise. DAMN. She just knows how to hook and trip and deceive me into agreeing to go. The highlight of the day's gonna be who's daughter grew taller.
Call and message please! I need it. ( red for urgency )
5:13:00 pm
Friday, November 04, 2005
felt so happy for all of us to be all sitting together, laughing over nude beaches and AR's latest gay debacle. - Sam
I second that. Cheers JMG, and Happy Seventeen.
Insensitive people make me tick. My dad drilled this into me: you live for others, not for yourself. He's not saying you should be Mother Teresa and be self-sacrificial, but please do spare a thought for others. You and you. Both of you are so selfish and insensitive, it kind of spoiled my day. Sorry, I had to get it out of my system.
I'm getting impatient again. That happens, when I'm irritated. Maybe you should just get the hint and go away. I can't stand people who pretend to know everything when you freaking don't know anything at all. I hate people who pretend to have alot of friends too. When in actual fact, those people don't even know you exist. Stop pretending to be hip or whatever.
On an entirely different happy note, there's Sentosa and birthday party tomorrow. 21st birthday bashes are always fun.
I'm very excited about my new project! I really secretly think I'm an artist at heart. I come up with so many creative and exciting ideas Steph and Rach couldn't resist stealing all of them. I have a feeling this is going to be yet another masterpiece. (:
I miss late night Jalan Kayu prata trips. Even though they were so sinful. I want prata with onion.
11:25:00 pm
Thursday, November 03, 2005
I love Dimsum, it's the only time when I can put my limited knowledge of Cantonese to good use: HAR GAU, CHEE CHEONG FUN! It was another fruitful day out. I got myself a nice smart jacket that makes me look like a tai-tai. YAY I'm going to wear it when DAGGERS go high-tea at Marriot ( or was it Goodwood ) on MY BIRTHDAY, which is DECEMBER 7TH. ( just a gentle reminder ) DAGGERS READING THIS, PLEASE REMEMBER OKAY YOU ALL PROMISED ME TO GO HIGH TEA ON MY BIRTHDAY.
And so far, besides PF, I have not received anymore news of people going away on my birthday. Important people, ( actually it's pretty much people who are reading this. Unless you accidentally chanced upon this through Sam's hidden link or for whatever bizarre reason. ) please report to me if you'r going away okay. If not I'll kill you.
Have I mentioned that I am pretty peeved that Han and Yang are not going KL with me I mean we're supposed to go overseas every year together you know. It has been like that since we were born for god's sake. And Yang not going means nobody carrying my bags for me, nobody giving me all the veges and food that I like, nobody for me to bully. I hate him for changing everything. We can't even go to the birthday party together, all that bastard's fault. I really really miss driving up to Malaysia, all 7 cars and 7 families. But you know what, that's never ever going to happen again. I am so freaking pissed. At least Bird and Vee are going with me. They more than make up for it anyway.
I have a new resolution. I am going to abstain from clubbing for a month. ( in honour of Grandpa's wise words ) So don't attempt to tempt me to parties. I'll be an angel for a month. ( because I don't think I can bear to miss the Christmas parties ) And I'll only associate myself with humble kids.
I want to play mahjong, somebody invite me to their overnight mahjong session please.
10:24:00 pm
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
OMG I kind of just did the most embarassing thing in my whole entire life. Thank god for 75 bucks if not I would have died a terrible death if Juice got wind of it. I was all prepared to transfer/ quit school/ anything! This is so freaking hilarious. SAM, I think I ought to die. Thank god I didn't do anything else to embarass myself further. Hello Grandpa, heart you! Thank you so much for helping me uhh.. clear it out. HAHA.
I can't explain how appalled I am with myself.
So now, I am very puzzled. Who was the CL lookalike that was hanging out with the S Stars?!
GOSH. THIS IS WEIRD.
And oh, I have something else to rant about. I hope F's hair all fall off because I know he is freaking vain. I hope he falls into a drain and breaks a leg or something. FUCK YOU keep your freaking mouth shut and mind your own business. To think that I actually defended you and told people you were NICE when they told me, " HEY I DON'T LIKE F " I hope you trip on your laces when you walk down the staircase and roll down and die or something. If I find out who was the freaking asshole who went around telling F and SSG, you'r going to get it from me I swear.
SSG FREAKING SUCKS. I HATE F AND FE AND JUST ABOUT EVERYONE ELSE. Except for PF of course. And maybe guava, I need to consider.
And I REALLY truly liked ( past tense ) SSG with my heart and thought they were NICE. Talk about a misplacement of trust.
[edit] I have too many random thoughts going through my head today because too many freaking things happened. My life is so bizarre I think I need to live in seclusion for awhile. I'm starting to resent the fact how other people are so interested in things that totally do not concern them. And I am really seriously thankful for all you people who cared and shared and loved. I really wouldn't have lived till this day if it weren't for you all. Two people in school, that I will always love, because you all are the angels from my nightmare. If it weren't for the both of you, I think I would have quit school long ago and made my mark as a delinquent. And maybe I would like to say that those two people would be Yong Zirui and Samantha Lee. Thank you both so much for seeing me through all these shit and somehow, Sam and I can't stop talking to each other haha. We are just so weird. We can talk about L and CL for like 2 hours non-stop and it pretty much revolves around the same topic. We were so into the topic that we kind of neglected Cherry until he butt in and said, " EH you all have so much to talk about is it? " And PF for letting me in on SSG's secrets, finding out stuff and solving everything for me. You'r the bestest support I ever had. Somehow you'r always there when I'm down. Thank you so so so much. And Grandpa, thanks for being the big brother that I never had. I'll listen to you and quit being so adventurous haha. Even though you'r like that yourself! And Vee, I know you haven't been very agreeable on my recent actions and.. choice of friends. But you know you'r the one I trust and listen to the most.
So drained out suddenly.
I think God has been very kind to me. He gave me so many good friends. [/edit]
10:18:00 pm
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Charming and charismatic goes a far longer way than good-looking. I'm officially an S STAR LOVER now. You know I wonder what they teach them at S Star for god's sake why are they all so freaking charming?! C is the best example of how charm overpowers looks by A LOT haha.
I think I kind of stunned Sam and Flor by my outrageous.. yea. We've kind of decided it's really something in S Stars. I've never met such a charming person in my whole entire life. But C is so !!!!!!!!
The only redeeming factor of the party was C. Everything else sucked. I think I shed a lot of fats after yesterday. ( 3 hours of training + 1 night of dancing ) There isn't a single part of my body that isn't aching.
Hooked, by your charm;
9:27:00 pm