I've just been sent some GREAT GREAT GREAT news. This is undoubtedly the BESTESTESTEST timetable I've had for eons. Even better than secondary school!
That was before I saw 43 and 64's timetable. EURGH. I have to wait for BSR on Tuesday for 3 bloody hours before Gary Chan. Gary Chan starts at 430. I end at 1245. They end at 340. ))))): YUCKS.
By the way, my Shepherd's Pie was another GREAT hit today. It took me 4 hours. I brought it to F's house and her dad said it was VERY VERY VERY NICE. F said it was nice too! D secretly thinks that it's very nice but he adamently refused to admit it!
I'm having Pre( anti ) -School syndromes. Strangely, it includes Sniffing.
The only thing that's making me look forward to school is carrying my new bag and wearing my new dunks.
11:17:00 pm
Thursday, December 29, 2005
I was analysing D's sister's blog for him and I realised that actually we really ought to give our sisters more credit than what they get. Somehow everyone around me harbours the same attitudes towards our sisters. Yes, sisters in particular, I have no idea why. I told Zirui today, " Stop looking down on your sister! " and I realised I myself was guilty of that very crime. I somehow saw the situation between me and my sister through D and Sister. It was a very genuine reflection. As I read on, I realised with laden guilt that actually.. our sisters like us alot. All they ever wanted was recognition and acceptance from us and we couldn't even give them that. Instead, we condemn them and sometimes, make them think that they'r near worthless. But actually, what they don't realise are our well-concealed, good intentions. For example, both D and I are very afraid that our sisters will be influenced and turn into LLs. Hence we take very drastic measures within all our means to prevent that from happening. For example, D's sister complains that he doesn't let her buy her BILLABONG skirt because BILLABONG's too LL; and I condemn some of my sister's actions when I think it's leading her straight to the LianLian path. But perhaps and may I say with extreme certainty that these measures are TOO harsh and slowly but surely, they begin to resent our authority.
I don't really dislike my sister you know. She gets on my nerves sometimes, maybe too many times. But after all, blood runs much thicker than water. I don't think anyone would really hate their own sisters. It's beyond siblinghood. Deep down somewhere, we all love our family members, as shabbily they treat us, or as shallow our relationship might be.
Sorry to all the sisters out there. We really mean well, even though we might not show it. Really, straight from the heart.
I think I ought to feel ashamed that I had to see all these through Daryl's sister's blog. Thanks Desiree.
I hope my own sister sees this. Because this is meant for you.
11:20:00 pm
I have this urge to spend more time with DAGGERS because the holidays are ending in just 4 and we probably won't meet up for the next few months. ))))): Eurgh, this sucks.
I feel like just hanging out at Flor's house until next Tuesday. Playing mahjong to earn $$$ to get my Furla Lovers.
My parents are very hip and cool, they'r going for midnight karaoke you know. By the way, it's Handsome Daddy's birthday today! Heart you very much! No matter how old you are, you'll still be very handsome heehee.
PF got rather agitated while talking about parents, married adults in general. " they stop doing things to make them love each other more " quote and unquote Mr Yong. He thinks it's a " curse of marriage " ! That day while I was walking home I suddenly felt like doing something for my dad and mum. I want to arrange some sort of candlelight dinner for them for their wedding anniversary next year! I'll discuss with my sisters. They deserve it so much because they'r the bestest parents anyone can have.
Birdie and I were discussing about school. I think I'll be quite sad if Pok leaves. He really is quite funny, despite not being in school most of the time, and intimidating the rest of the school when he is. He kept me company when I was sitting in the canteen alone one day!
You can't say I'm fickle because actually I'm just downright loyal;
8:51:00 pm
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
I miss my old racing goggles! I kept thinking I used to swim faster with the old ones when I was swimming with the new ones just now. I like Arena better than Speedo.
The new haircut was quite horrible at first. Then I flipped it over and it became nice. I'm that good, yes. I'm beginning to like short bangs.
I'm baking Shepherd's Pie tomorrow. Friday people, lucky you! We have a new oven that is very cool. You can cook, grill, toast, bake and fry with it. I can try out so many new recipes now! :D
I've always thought I was the worst person to be at loggerheads with, because if there's one thing I do best, it's ignoring people. I have this ability to act as if you were non-existent even though you might be just 2 inches away from me. Even me myself find this indifference callous, it's an extremely shabby way to treat people. Yet I can't help it if you forced me to do this. Some people really bring out the bitch in me.
My approach in life is very simple. If you'r nice to me, I'll be nice to you. I'm very nice to people I like. If you'r not, I'm sorry but I'm not a Saint.
11:46:00 pm
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Vee was questioning my loyalties regarding soccer and ManU sometime ago. I used to like watching them play but truth is, I think I liked the company much much more. Somehow watching them with company seems so exciting while watching alone makes me fall asleep in 15 minutes. I haven't caught a single match for the whole of this year. I miss the late night- early morning matches. The crazy times when we would watch till 5 and go for school.
Please cheer up Vee, you'll get through this soon, I promise. I'll always be here for anything, anytime, always for you. <3
EURGH. I want the Furla Lovers Medium wallet. I hope $$$ flocks to me.
4:11:00 pm
STEPH AND I ARE AT RACH'S HOUSE!
helllloooooo!!!! ( rach )
We are TOO spontaneous for our own good. 11.30 pm at Suntec City and one sentence from RT and we were on the cab to Shelford Road.
" Eh, my house got nobody today. "
HAHAHAHAH I LOVE NICKYS! :DDDDD
12:06:00 am
Monday, December 26, 2005
I had a long talk with my mum and dad, discussing about all the friends they had and how we used to do those 7 car trips to Malaysia when we were young and ignorant. We would switch cars at pit stops and laugh and giggle all the way to Penang or something, which was really crazy when you think about it because all our dads had to drive non-stop for 10 hours. We would go to beach resorts, sit on the banana boats, swim everyday and play and play and play. But good things don't last and because of one asshole everything came to an end. Eurgh. I hate men who have affairs I hope all of you get STDs.
Hence I've made a resolution to make an effort to keep up with friends. Not talking about Goldens, those are a must. People like Beatrice Mok, I really like her alot she's the funniest girl on Earth. David, she's the only David I recognise, no matter how many other Davids I know. It's a pity Crystal has drifted so far though. Sab, Rina, Becks, Alex and gang! We used to hang out so often last time. SSG! And the so many other seasonal friends.
However, with time, the small gap would have amounted into a huge gaping hole that's virtually impossible to bridge.
Even JMG drifted during the holidays. Okay, I guess it's safe for me to say I was the one who drifted from the rest. Oh well, sorry okay! We'll hang out again when school reopens. I have this conception that holidays are meant for catching up with people you don't meet often during school days.
Only one more week before it's back to hanging out at Parkway. I'm all set for school. I have the bags and shoes ( bought new dunks! ) and stationeries ready. All that's lacking is homework to be done.
Beatrice Mok tells me this blog is NOT private at all and many people know about it. HELLO, all you assholes if I did not tell you about this personally please show yourselves the way out because it's not for you to peruse at your leisure. I think it's time to shift. EURGH. So troublesome.
12:27:00 am
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Because it's Christmas and it's the time for truths and nothing but pure holy truth.
Being honest requires integrity, morality and so much more. Many a times, hiding behind a facade and telling lies would be a much easier way out. And yet, there are times when even the truth wouldn't help. Reality checks hurt the most, because the moment you fall from high-flying fantasies to cold hard truth, you realise that everything was just a mirage and it was never there. It's hard to tell the truth. It requires lots of moral fibre and courage. People fear telling the truth mainly because they don't know what is going to and what will happen after others know the truth. So they hide and they hide. And they live in their guilty conscience, fearing that one day others will know the truths that they try so hard to conceal.
Whether you agree or not, I sincerely think I've become a better person. I'm learning to give and not always to take. Learning to accept, and not to force. Learning to compromise, and not try to fight my way through. And most importantly, learning not to take things for granted.
I used to think everything comes naturally to me, all the good stuff. I never once appreciated what was given, I just took it all in my stride. Since young, everything came easily to me and it was all as natural as ABC. But I learned it the hard way and I'll never forget this lesson. For my mistake, I will wait. I will wait very patiently because I believe in karma.
Sometimes I feel very bad about myself because I know what a conceited and arrogant snob I've grown into in the 4 years in St Nics. St Nics is a wonderful place, the school that we spent the best 4 years of our lives in. However, the school politics that so mercilessly reign in our world has cultivated a flaw in all our characters. We think ourselves as superior and look down on all other lowly beings. Not exactly the equality in our idealistic society. But this phenomenon is prevalent everywhere and it will always be. There's nothing you can do to change it and nothing we can really do to change ourselves. Sad, but there it is.
This sounds strangely like an expository piece. I like to write. I wouldn't mind being a writer next time.
D, I want to watch the Family Stone!
12:10:00 am
Saturday, December 24, 2005
EURGH it's Christmas and I'm stuck at home with a burning 38.4 temperature.
SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.
)))))):
This really sucks big time you know. I can't stop sneezing and coughing, my head's bursting and I feel so weak.
SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.
)))))):
This really sucks big time you know. I can't stop sneezing and coughing, my head's bursting and I feel so weak.
But for now, let me say
Without hope or agenda
Just because it's Christmas
And at Christmas
you tell the truth
To me, you are perfect
And my wasted heart will always love you
Favouritest lines from my favouritest movie, Love Actually.
5:00:00 pm
I really like such heart-to-heart talks with Flor.
2:13:00 am
Friday, December 23, 2005
DAMN IT I'm becoming Rudolph the Red-Nose Reindeer my nose is going to drop off soon from all that sneezing I used up one whole box of Flor's tissue paper today. I feel the need to add that I've been ruthlessly exploited and bullied by the Liu family today. I am very displeased about it because I realised that the tides have changed and now I'm constantly getting bullied! ASSHOLES. Only Huis is the best to me. But the Liu family really cracked us up today I laughed till I had a terrible stomachache but I suspect Mrs Liu added poison into the noodles she cooked for me. Her new hobby is ordering me around. CHENGS, we miss you!
Kiat and I realised that DAGGERS are getting old. ( or Ah Ma ) We do damn Ah Ma things like going for high tea and playing mahjong regularly. But it's okay, I like it.
I've been YAN for this whole holidays and I really love it so much I like people who call me my real name you know haha I don't really want to go back to school and be known as FISHBALL again it's getting rather annoying. I like Flor calling me YAN YAN HAHA.
Sending my heartfelt love to all DAGGERS!
HEEHEE :DDDDDDDDDDDD
11:41:00 pm
I must listen to Flor and not screw anything up again.
Because I've kind of forgotten the thrill and excitement of it all.
And most importantly, the euphoria that comes along.
(:
To Steph: HEEHEE ! :D
I really miss some people I haven't seen for quite some time. The stupid crazy irritating totally unsly lazy irresponsible STEPHANIE CHEONG; the equally unsly too honest too gullible too naive too innocent RACHEL TEO; the as sly as me, as talkative as me, as noisy as me, as loud as me, filled with gossips to the brim SAMANTHA LEE; and the rest of the JMG; ( sorry, up to this point I was too lazy to think of adjectives for everyone haha too many! )
Suddenly, Atiqah seems quite pleasant and maybe even AirPork looks skinnier. ( to Steph's delight )
12:38:00 pm
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Something's been bugging me for some time. I need to get it out of my system I NEED TO RANT TO SOMEBODY! EURGH. I REALLY DISLIKE MY SISTER I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY MY PARENTS ARE SO NORMAL, I AM SO NORMAL, MY YOUNGEST SISTER IS SO NORMAL AND YET THE MIDDLE ONE TURNED OUT THIS WAY. SHE'S CRAZY, DELUDED, OUT OF HER MIND. SHE'S IN LOVE WITH MEDIACORP STARS AND SHE THINKS THAT'S NORMAL. SHE TAKES PICTURES OF JULIAN HEE ON TV. YES SHE TAKES PICTURE OF THE TV WHEN HE APPEARS ON IT AND SHE THINKS THAT'S NORMAL OH MY HOLY GOD AND MY DAD SCOLDS ME WHEN I QUARREL WITH OVER HER INSANITY AND WHAT KIND OF DELUDED MORON SHE IS. SHE REFUSED TO LET ME USE THE COMPUTER BECAUSE SHE WAS WATCHING SOME MORONIC JULIAN HEE SHOW. SHE CHASES HIM ALL OVER THE ISLAND WITH HER FAN CLUB FRIENDS SHE'S CRAZY CRAZY MAD MAD MAD MAD MAD MAD. SHE COPIES MY EVERYTHING EVEN MY HANDWRITING DO YOU KNOW THAT IT'S IDENTICAL. SHE'S A SLOB SHE DOESN'T DO ANY HOUSEWORK ALL SHE DOES IS LIE ON THE COUCH AND WATCH TV AND EAT WHOLE DAY AND SHE SECRETLY THINKS SHE'S VERY PRETTY SHE TAKES LIKE WEIRD PHOTOS OF HERSELF ( LIKE THOSE WEARING NOTHING ) BUT IN ACTUAL FACT SHE'S SO FAT. SHE COMPLAINS THAT SHE'S FAT AND ALL SHE DOES IS EAT AND EAT AND EAT. ARGH I HATE HER.
I'm going mad staying under the same roof as her.
I'm going mad having nobody to rant to.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Today the Vice-President of the Student Council asked me why I didn't join in with the mass dance. I told her I didn't know how to dance and I hated our school's mass dances. She thought I was mad. She said she liked the couple dance the best. I told her that was the one I hated the most. I think she burst an artery.
10:46:00 pm
Post-Overseas syndrome sucks much. It includes flu, drowsiness, fatigue and a runny nose. It makes you feel like just hiding yourself at home being a hermit crab. But NO because Audrey is mightily pissed at us ( Birdie and Me ) I have to brave through the rain to get to VJC for land training and bring some Dunkin Donuts to appease them. EURGH.
I feel like going church on Christmas Eve to sing Christmas Carols. Somebody invite me to their church. Only Catholics please. I only know how to sing Catholic hymns, those that we sing all the time in St Nics.
Christmas is a time for love and giving.
12:13:00 pm
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
There's a place that your mind persistently goes to,
that's where you really want to go.
There's a person that your eyes constantly stray to,
that's who you really want to be with.
There's a thing that your heart is perpetually fixed on,
that's why you feel the need to belong.
Maybe there's a ridge somewhere that I need to iron out.
11:25:00 pm
BACK! with a vengeance.
No, just kidding. But I'm back with 3 tops, 2 shirts, 1 jeans, 1 flip-flops, 1 clutch. And my absolutely FANTASTIC FABULOUS FAVOURITE buys were my 2 new school bags: my Reef Basket Bag and My Nike Brasil Sling. AND my gorgeous FEATHER heels. Lovely. I can't wait to show Flor my feather heels. And I'm already having a dilemma as to which bag to bring to school on the first day.
We met the Dancing Uncle again at Midvalley's Teppanyaki. Gosh, I still remember how he danced so happily while cooking Teppanyaki for us and how we met him on the train back. He was so cute! But he has stopped dancing. Why! ):
And we met Sam Soh on the streets. What a coincidence, I can only say that.
There are 12 doughnuts. 1 got squashed because the customs police manhandled them.
Happy to be back. Nothing beats being at Home.
10:49:00 pm
Friday, December 16, 2005
Some very urgent reminders before we leave:
STEPHANIE CHEONG AND FU SHUQI ( + RT ): Both of you are responsible for the abduction of my present!! I want it right after I come back okay! And don't forget you all owe me a slice of Starbucks cake! And we've yet to embark on our Nickys Marina steamboat journey.
DAGGERS: Flor, please arrange a
DARYL NG: You owe me my present also okay faster go get it if not you'll get your big box with nothing inside! And do your homework. ( 3D TRIGO ! )
Okay! That's all folks!
By the way, I'm Awfully Bruised! I have a very horrendous blue-black on my left forearm. It was discovered by Flor yesterday and has been steadily growing bigger. It now measures 4 cm by 4 cm approximately ( yes I measured ). And there's another bump on my head. The bamboo pole fell on me when I was hanging clothes. And Daryl Ng LAUGHED.
6:45:00 pm
Thursday, December 15, 2005
My luck is steadily improving I've been winning for the past few mahjong sessions and my wallet gained another $5 today! But poor Daryl had a very hard time nagivating his way around the neighbourhood and ended up staggering through the muddy field haha. He blames it on my directions. ( !!!! my directions are how good you'r the lousy one you ass ) After one whole afternoon, he has mastered our art of counting without chips ( stock-broker's way according to Flor's father who likes Mary more than her ) even though there was a slight disparity in the winnings at the end. ( $0.20 short )
Anyway, Flor introduced TuTuKueh to me and I've decided the coconut ones are my new favourites.
You reap what you sow. This is especially true when you'r suddenly hit with the realisation that there's only 15 days left to the year 2006 and you haven't even made a dent in the mountain of homework. EURGH. I rushed online immediately when somebody reminded me today was 15 December, the dateline for maths homework. The day I entered JC was the day I relinquished my previous throne of Maths Peanut. Gone were the days where I got 92 for A Maths. And JCs are so sly!!! Why do they have online lectures and no notes?!
Judging by the state my desk is in, it's back to Macs at the last week of December to chiong everything out. GREAT. I need a Maths Expert with me too.
This is a call for anything from KL/ Malaysia. Vee and I are intending to bring back Dunkin' Donuts in bulk. Call if you want some!
This is so wrong. C and P will never approve of it.
9:49:00 pm
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Some people are too poseur for their own good. Certain people have reached such a level of absurdity I cannot comprehend why it was invisible to me before this. The only reason that's available would be that I was completely blind and that was why I turned a deaf ear to Zr's advices. I'll listen to everything that you say from now on. Anyway, thank you PF+PFW for your present!
I was so Blind says:
tskk you all are so mushy i can't stand it
'Zirui' says:
hehe
'Zirui' says:
i like
'Zirui' says:
i love justina!
Oh my, I can't take it anymore. Sam, maybe you would like to start an Anti-PF+PFW Club with me.
By the way, I really hate people who spout hokkien vulgarities, verbally or not. Chia Ruyu, may I remind you that you'r guilty of that very crime!
10:08:00 pm
Monday, December 12, 2005
High Tea at Hyatt with DAGGERS was FFFFFFFantastic! I love such gatherings with DAGGERS, we talk and bitch and gossip and talk and bond and eat and bully each other. Once upon a time, it was bullying Kiat and Huis. Now, they're so brave they bully me and Flor. Anyhows, DAGGERS are always my favouritest girls. :D
Next, we Mahjong-ed at Flor's and tried to coerce Shunhong into marrying Kiat. We do ridiculous things I know.
My biological clock is terribly messed-up. These days I'm sleeping at 4 am and waking up at 1-2 pm. And I think that was why I did the most reckless act of my life last night.
It was an Emo night and it started off with a song, followed by a secret letter and ended with a very reckless SMS. I dug everything out. My secret book, my Sec 4 diary. And I turned even more emo when I saw the page Yupei drew on my diary. She drew a carrot and kailan and wrote Periwinkle and Daisy are good friends. It was the period when our Vege United was at its peak. She was Periwinkle Tan Luobo and I was Daisy Soon Kailan. We were young and innovative and bored. I didn't know the book I scribbled in contained so much memories.
The Knight Bus tickets, Hermoine bookmark and Sentosa ticket were the trigger. Reckless courage instigated me to do that. But somehow I don't regret it. I hope 10 years down the road we will meet again, sit down have coffee and laugh at our own silliness.
It's back to training now.
1:20:00 pm
Saturday, December 10, 2005
I miss hanging out with a big gang of boys. Really. There's just something different from hanging out with girls. When you hang out with girlfriends, your mission is kind of to talk and talk and gossip and gossip non-stop. The point being,very noisy. On the other hand, when you hang out with guys, and when the boys overpower the girls by alot, all you have to do is sit down, keep quiet, listen, get insulted ( in a friendly way ) and laugh and laugh and laugh. Moreover, the quality and details of conversation are very different too. Boys, only two words, Talk Cock. The things boys converse and bond over seem so utterly redundant and irrelevant ( like army songs ) but yet they make it sound so funny. Girls talk about more serious stuff ( to us ), like who's hair is ugly, who's boyfriend is who and where's the latest sale.
I was quite reluctant to hang out with Elmo and gang because of our past hostility but I've been proven wrong ( to Ivy's delight ) and we're now.. acquaintances. But still, I prefer SSG and I really kind of miss hanging out with SSG with Flor. Invading Paragon Rooftop, Sentosa, late night Long Johns sessions, KL and everything. It's sad how we've all drifted to this state. Even though we were never really close, at least we hung out and had fun together.
WHERE ARE YOU!
YAYYAYYAY! PF IS BACK BACK BACK!
11:38:00 pm
Tons of people who are MIA and I miss, because they are all abroad, the old oak tree. Please return to the embrace of your homeland!
I just discovered very disturbing issues regarding my kinship. ( I hope this is ambiguous enough ) Needless to say, I am very appalled. She either has Schizo or she's mentally ill, and suffering from hallucinations. Damn.
I want to get a dress and go for dressy functions. With a partner in a classy suit. Really.
The wound itches. I can't wait to remove the stitches. Next wednesday.
12:35:00 am
Thursday, December 08, 2005
The cookies Sam, Ra and Xh baked for me! Yes it looks uhh gross HAHA, but seriously it tasted not bad we ate it during the movie. Give them credit for waking up at 9 to bake it.
Pei, the Great World City Shuttle Bus Woman.
YAY! My 5th wrapped up present!! Thanks JMG!
Sam's lovely designs!
Ra, Me and Pei!
Okay that's it for today. By the way, I really like my birks! Courtesy of DAGGERS + Ru!
I changed it to Madrid Cherry! Hope you all don't mind cos Neon Blossom's colour looked a bit off. But thanks dears!
10:58:00 pm
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Day 2 of Celebration- most important day, celebrated with most important people= family, which includes Ivy Pan-Soon, newly adopted. We discovered a new place! Happiness= good buys.
1.33 am, I didn't wait in vain. (:
Thank you all of you! All your Happy Birthdays made me Very Happy! Including those from the Far-Away Lands USA and Thailand sporty peeps!
11:18:00 pm
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
and when the clock strikes twelve;
It's been a generally peaceful year. Not a very happy one. But survivable.
I'd be happy if you'd remember.
I'll cross my fingers,
Cross my heart,
And wait for your singing rehearsal.
I miss PF suddenly. Come home soon please. And the pretty boy.
YAY! Thank you loads all you pretty loveliessss! I feel so happy looking at MSN and seeing all the Happy Birthdays. ((((:
12:00:00 am
Sunday, December 04, 2005
EH I FORGOT A VERY IMPORTANT THING.
I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HEART AND DIG AND LIKE AND LOVE WRAPPED UP STUFF. ( for example, presents ) HEEHEEE.
Okay, PF is flying tomorrow with the sportsssy peoplezz. He's skipping my birthday. ( 3 more days ) Sucker.
11:16:00 pm
Saturday, December 03, 2005
I know I am stupid. I am the most stupid person on Earth but this was all, in fact the only sole reason that held me through the most gruesome 90 minutes of my life. The only other time I felt like this was when I thought I was going to die under the horrible SUV. I resorted to reliving the KL trip to direct my attention away from the pain.
I cannot describe how piercing the 10 jabs of anaesthesia was; or how excruciating the stitches were when the anaesthesia wore off towards the end. 6 bloody fucking stitches. It felt like 666666666666666 actually. I couldn't stop crying because the pain was so terrible I wanted to scream and run away. Or maybe just faint and die on the spot. But no the only thing anyone could have done was to bite your lip and grim it through. The moment it was done, I felt like the bravest girl on Earth. I ought to give myself 10 claps on the back for courage and bravery.
But the aftermath is equally bad. It's so painful I can't sleep. The doctor had to prescribe sleeping pills.
And hence I am confined to the walls of my humble abode for at least the next 3 days till I change my dressing on Monday. The dressing is damn ugly by the way, I can't risk going out in this state. I just hope it gets well enough for me to get out by next tues. Wednesday is the day of my life you know I can't miss it!!
This is my mood for the day, and probably the next few too ----> ))))))))))))))))))))))))):
9:54:00 pm
Friday, December 02, 2005
This post is to facilitate my dear friends in preparing for the most important day on Earth which is 5 days away. In order not to appear too thick-skinned, I have decided to do it this way and pretend to be an LL and have a WISH LISTZZZZZ.
First we need to have a WHAT-NOT-TO-BUY list:
1) soft toys/ keychains/ anything along that line
2) LL ( Lian Lian ) stuff
3) IT stuff ( you all should know how bad I am at it )
4) food ( although its nice but I can't keep it for goodness sake )
5) ornamental stuff ( not a fan )
6) clothes ( I <33333 clothes to death but I think I'll get them for myself. What if it doesn't fit/ doesn't suit me. )
7) CDs. ( I support piracy )
8) Surf stuff unless it's Paul Frank ( 17 marks a new beginning. Paul Frank is too cute so he's an exception )
9) generally, anything ugly.
Okay I've decided that I can't really list out what I want if not it won't be a surprise anymore. And I love surprises. HEEHEE. So the list above ought to be enough.
Nickys outing today turned out to be a very successful shopping trip. I bought 3 tops. I love my Dorothy Perkins shirt! It's going to be Nickys outing #2 tomorrow to Shuqi's paradise. ( it's a secret ) It's going to be an adventure of our lifetime and after that we'll head back to the kampong ( VJ ) for the choir concert.
By the way, I'm cutting my ear tomorrow. :/ I hope it doesn't hurt too much I'm really quite scared. Please pray for me and give me some moral support tommorow morning at 9 am.
11:24:00 pm
Thursday, December 01, 2005
PF's computer is down because he stupidly lost his adaptor so his laptop is out of order and hence I can savely blog this down without getting blasted off to Mars.
I couldn't stop laughing for 15 minutes ( not exaggerating ) when PF told me about his gay encounters I didn't know he had possessed such prowess to attract even members of the same sexuality. I am very appalled with boys in boys schools and that forms just about almost all the boys I know haha I didn't know you all did this kinda things behind closed walls you all seem so normal out of school I'm having second thoughts about sending my kids to boys schools if this is what you all normally do. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA sorry thinking about it makes me wanna laugh and laugh and laugh because it is too funny and horrifying.
Okay I promised PF that I will never ever disclose his deepest darkest secret so I can't say what the encounter was about. But you get the level of hilarity, I couldn't stop laughing for 15 minutes. Really.
PF, you'r priceless. Pricelessly gay.
And speaking of that, PFW is so poor thing my PF is secretly gay what is she going to do! We bought her a little exotic welcome-home-from-cambodia present and I think Sam was a bit shocked. The first thing she heard from PF's call was, " Sam, what's your underwear size? "
11:43:00 pm
Sam made me do this.
5 weird/random stuff about me:
1. I cannot bite whole apples. Especially refrigerated cold ones.
2. I am a bookworm. I have to read every night. If not I can't sleep. If I don't have a new book to read, I'll read Harry Potter and that explains why I can quote line-for-line. I bring books along with me when I go overseas so I can read before I sleep.
3. The thing I like most in a Sushi place is their little tubs of ginger. I can finish the whole tub. No kidding. I hate everything else there. Besides the Tamago.
4. My secret ambition is to be a housewife. My favouritest hobby is cooking.
5. If Halls Lemon ( the sweet ) decide one day that there are side effects prior to long-term consumption, I'll be the first to die because I have to eat at least 1 tube a day. It's an addiction worse than heroin. I estimate myself to have at least spent a few thousand on Halls already.
This is stupid but it's okay I have nothing else to do besides aching. Audrey I love you for cancelling training today. Okay, I can't wait to meet PF later at night but I am absolutely not going into Indochine. ( we spent 2 hrs deciding what he can wear last night ) Not that I want to. It's so weird going for J2's post prom. Can you imagine ... ( dancing ) with somebody halfway only to find out that he's B*W** ( this is a private joke between me and Sam. we haven't laughed at him for quite long. )
Very very very very very bored, ( Channel 55 has failed me there's nothing else to watch ) I want to play mahjong. Where is Daryl, the Compulsive Gambler?
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